Another Lonely Day

Another lonely day....only by choice

What do you do when you face hard times in your life? I am facing more challenges in my life. Another mountain to climb…

When I thought I had it all figured out…out of dark sky came a bolt of lightning.  

Why the constant fight, the ups and downs of life. The sorrow…sadness and pain.

I told myself that I was to old to be dealing with some of this stuff…to tired to be dealing with some of this stuff…to sad to be dealing with some of this stuff.

I remember to feel pain is to live...

What did I want to do…I wanted to throw myself down on the floor, scream and kick and cry…just like a child who had their feelings hurt for the first time.

What did I do…

I accepted and am accepting that just because I want something in my life doesn’t mean that I get it…

I accepted and am accepting that I am not to blame for everything that goes wrong on my life’s path; sometimes things just happen…

I accepted and am accepting that my sadness should not be fought but should be experienced  and embraced and that when I am ready I will let it go…

I accepted and am accepting that for whatever reason….I am meant to climb another mountain…alone and on my own….

I accepted and am accepting that when I reach the top of this mountain that the sun will shine down on me and I will have renewed strength to love, live and laugh.

I accepted and am accepting that I am a powerful, loving, intelligent and strong woman who can and will climb another mountain and with each step, no matter how painful, I will not lose sight of the top.

I refuse to stop climbing.

Another lonely day...only by choice

Keeping it Real with Dr. Mary G.